Sunday, 24 November 2024

My take on the members: Namjoon and Jin

Now, the members are all very different people. Granted no two people in this world are the same. But in this case it is actually fascinating how they've lasted this long without throwing each other out the window or grown so far apart that a teamwork no longer would make sense. We've all seen musical groups fall apart because of personal differences, this is not unusual. I would actually argue that the opposite is far more unusual, which is another reason why these guys are so incredible 11+ years on...

The usual team dynamic within a kpop idol group is that the oldest member or the most experienced one (within dancing/singing or music production) becomes the leader. Sometimes personal traits are significant attributes too, as far as I know Soobin (from TXT) became the leader because of his personality and not skill level ? In BTS Namjoon (RM) was the first member to join the label Big Hit and this was how he got the leader position. He did have experience with writing/producing music and rapping when he joined, so I would think that these skills contributed to that decision being made by the label. He has also had a significant role in shaping their musical trajectory from rookie days and till today. Though whether that happened because of his leader responsibilities or whether that was just Namjoon being Namjoon, I'm not sure. Point is that there are many reasons that would point towards making him the leader from the get-go. 

Namjoon (RM) I did talk about a little bit in a previous post. He's this very fascinating human that has this incredibly high-functioning brain as well as a high-functioning emotional intelligence, but if you were to put him in a kitchen or behind a steering wheel or ask him to take good care of his stuff he would surprise you with a seemingly sudden lack of "normal skills". I suppose many people would say that is completely normal for someone who's highly intelligent, but Namjoon does not lack any sort of social skills. He's absolutely an extrovert, he loves talking and discussing heavy topics, he loves hanging out and socialising and he loves going out when he's not working (which many of his members doesn't). He's also a bookworm who loves digging into other worlds and perspectives in his own company - but he is not your typical introvert or nerd by any measure. On top of that his emotional intelligence and wisdom is far beyond his age. When he talks about life and existence in a more philosophical way (which he does A LOT), it's always very clear that 1) he's a thinker and 2) he sounds like an 80-year old stuck in a 30-year old's body. If you then put him together with Yoongi, you have these two old men discussing and exchanging life wisdom... They're literally the foundation of BTS, and what a foundation at that (!) 

Beyond that Namjoon is an art collector, he's got an incredible collection of paintings and sculptors in his house (that never fails to make me extremely jealous), which he also loves to talk about when the opportunity arises. His song "Yun" is literally about a Korean painter. The very last thing I'll say about Namjoon is his kindness. This I am sure I mentioned before. He always without fail remembers to thank his members, when they do anything that benefits him (cooking, driving, performing, singing etc.) But it's not just the gesture of thanking them, it's the way he absolutely goes out of his way to make sure that they know that he appreciates their actions. And this happens on and off stage. As much as they appreciate his efforts as the leader (and the middle-man between label and members) and they REALLY really do, he appreciates their efforts JUST as much. That mutual respect and appreciation is everything to ARMY. 

To me, Namjoon is this Life Advisor or Mentor... He's a musician first and foremost, an incredible writer and poet who stumbled upon rap and hip-hop and somehow ended up as an idol/popstar. But beyond that his perspectives and reflections on life and the world always helps me to see things more clearly. When I feel stuck and depressed or just a little lost, I always find solace in his words. He has this ability to see things from multiple angles, to zoom out from his own issues and view it from somewhere above with these very complicated binoculars. And I'm also a very analytical human, so I always need the different angles to be able to re-stabilise myself..

Jin is the comedian of the group - and very much the stabiliser according to the other members. He has an incredible mindset and life philosophy that I admire very much. He's essentially this shy introverted gamer dude who is also just ridiculously handsome, so much so that he was cast on the street for his good looks and thus ended up as an idol trainee for Big Hit. Like Namjoon his brain functions at high capacity, but unlike Namjoon Jin has little to no interest in discussing politics and existence. He tends to use his wit for comedic purposes which usually benefits the team spirit. 

Both members are faster than the speed of light when it comes to word play and puns, and thus the duo is hilarious when put together. But whereas Namjoon's a thinker (and over-thinker), Jin is more spontaneous and straight-forward. He doesn't necessarily spend time reflecting and analysing his decisions and actions. But instead listens to his gut feeling and trusts his instincts, if things go south then he adjusts them accordingly. He really doesn't mind this trial and error-type of method, which I always imagine thinkers like Namjoon tend to avoid. Jin is a now-oriented person, he doesn't live in the past or the future, which is hugely beneficial to calculating brains like Namjoon's. He's a simple man with a simple mindset: "as long as I'm doing things that makes me happy, then nothing else matters." I really believe that this is how he is able to keep his position as a wildly successful (and famous) public figure. He keeps his life simple to the point of his main interests being performing, making music and gaming (though sometimes cooking too). He basically lives to serve now - though not so much in the military anymore, much more so his own ARMY.. We do not carry firearms, but we certainly see ourselves as an extended force for good :)

To me, Jin has this on/off switch which decides which version of Jin we get to see. I remember Namjoon and JK called it his "official mode" in a Live once, when he suddenly came into frame and spoke very loudly and almost presenter-like. This is usually how he is on stage or whenever they do promotions-like content, and then you see a quieter and calmer Jin as he steps off stage or whenever he talks casually with his members. He can also be calmer and more casual when addressing ARMY, but it's almost like he has the BTS JIN-persona when the camera's are on and then he switches it off and becomes quiet Jin afterwards. I always prefer the calmer Jin, he seems more comfortable and natural to me - but I imagine it must feel more vulnerable to him to be addressing ARMY in that state, and that's why he still tends to pull the other persona out of his pocket when needed be. 

I will say though that we often see both of these versions of Jin on stage. He absolutely thrives when he performs (as do ALL the members) to an extent that I think he looses his presenter-persona without consciously being aware of it. It's like humble and happy jin comes through the cracks and THIS is when you see him the happiest on stage. This is when I can't imagine him being happier doing anything else, despite his many many talents off stage: cooking like a pro, doing his own stunt driving, strategising, negotiating etc. He could have become ANYTHING else, was literally in the midst of an acting degree when the BigHit scout met him. He would have been an excellent chef, a brilliant comedian, an iconic talk show host (or any type of MC), a skilled actor, a professional snowboarder, a game developer, a businessman ... He has so many talents, but he chose to be a singer and performer.


...to be continueeed 💜

 

 

Tuesday, 12 November 2024

BTS: why speculate (and dramatize) when real-life is SO MUCH BETTER!

Speculation is a very human thing, I think. I think we all love to speculate and wonder about the things we don't know and the things that feel strange to us. It's a way for us to understand and comprehend what might otherwise feel incomprehensible. And we're sense-making creatures, right? We always try to make sense of what goes on around us. It's probably a survival tactic, really. If we know what is happening around us, we're also better equipped to deal with it - and to assess whether it feels safe or not. And safety is the most important aspect out of all! If something doesn't feel safe, then we're likely to stay away from it, to protect ourselves. Or at least be on guard around it, watching it closely while we gather more information.

I could expand on this topic, but that's not really why I'm here. My point is that I really do understand why people like to speculate (and sometimes dramatize) about the members' lives. I just don't agree with it. I don't subscribe to that type of "fan lifestyle" for lack of a better phrase. Because I really truly believe that the members' actual lives, personalities and work are A LOT more interesting than anything fictional or otherwise made-up.

Isn't that why we're here? because of their sincerity and vulnerability? not because of their well-kept secrets or hidden parallel lives or whatever else you may want to believe. I get why it's tempting to write fanfiction and spread rumours about secret wives and children, it's like designing your own version of the truth - you get to spice it up to your liking. And I'll say that I'm all for fanfiction when it comes to fictional stories like Harry Potter or Twilight or Game of Thrones, because those stories are set in stone. You'll always be able to go back to the original text and thus be able to differentiate it from the storylines that fans write.

But the members aren't part of some fictional universe, however fairytale-like their career may sound to you. They're real people with real lives, and they may have gotten mostly used to living in the public eye, but as Namjoon said in a Live last year: "guys, it's MY life." They're entitled to make their own decisions without their fan's approval - especially when it comes to their personal lives and things like military service. And we should be supporting these decisions, if they choose to share them with us - and not attempt to interfere or change their minds about certain things. The same way that you wouldn’t want someone else to interfere in your life, however much they may care about you and support you. It's YOUR life, right? Meaning it's YOUR decision whether to enlist in June, October or December. It's also the government's decision, but you know what I mean... We were all waiting for that notice to come out for Namjoon, but as he was working on his album, he chose to postpone all the way till December.

One of the many good things about them growing older though, is how their reactions to fan comments or fan behaviour they don’t like has changed. In the past they'd mostly ignore them all expect Yoongi (and sometimes Jin), now though they don’t shy away from calling out these comments/ behaviour and stating their honest opinions about them (however unpopular they may be). I LOVE that! And I think we're going to see more of that when they come back, and as they continue to grow older and change. This parasocial sphere is a fascinating place to be and observe, but boundaries are needed here as much as any other place. And if some ARMYs aren't ready to respect their privacy, then I don’t think those people understand what it REALLY means to be ARMY. It's not about idolising the guys as something other or superior, it's about equal partnership and helping each other "to human" in the best way possible. Yes, I agree that the guys are incredible and they're sharing so much with us - but that doesn’t make them your property.

I seem to be veering off course though.. Sorry, this is a weirdly difficult discipline...  

Clearly, there's a lot to talk about here - with boundaries and when to state your opinion as a fan. And I don’t have any clean-cut answers and neither I believe do any of the guys. But what I definitely would like to state very boldly and very loudly is that THE GUYS ARE HUMAN and just please behave accordingly. You may not know them personally, but they're still able to read your comments and in theory they're still able to see everything else you may be sharing online in public spheres. We know that the guys monitor, right? We know that JK likes to watch fan covers of his songs, we know that Tae loves his ARMY vlogs, we now know that Hobi read fan-letters while serving, we know that Jimin/ Namjoon /JK watched the fan-made song celebrating their 10 years because of live comments, we know that Jimin's moon-phases tattoo were inspired by an ARMY artwork... They pay as much attention to us as we do to them! Stan an artist that stans you back, right? And please treat them the same you would a real-life friend! They've never asked for anything else.

Also can we not dig deep into possibly known personal facts like JK's big fancy house? I've seen channels that are dedicated to keep you updated on the progression of the building work? Again, what happened to privacy? He has NEVER once stated that he's having a house built for himself. And why do you think that is? Probably because he doesn’t want to share that fact (if it is even a real fact to share). There's a weird thing that seems to exist within our fandom (maybe it exists within all fandoms?) which goes something like "the more you know, the better a fan you are" or something like that. I think some ARMYs really take that literally, "the more juicy personal details I can find about these guys, the more dedicated I am as a fan." And these ARMYs are ready to go to ALL OUT on finding out facts about the guys, through literally ANY means necessary. Again, I'm not saying that this house-thing IS a fact. I've chosen not to care about it till JK one day (if ever) chooses to share it with us. But if it were a fact, then why do these ARMYs feel comfortable and confident in sharing it with us? THIS is much more important to me than whether JK is actually building a house somewhere in Seoul. And the same goes for the people who kept spreading the supposed "fact" that Namjoon has a wife and kids somewhere ? I see the initial joy in dramatizing reality and filling out the gaps yourself. But how can you not see that this is more so harming the fandom than it is making it better? Real ones know what's what. But I don’t think it's doing any good to be spreading gossip around as facts - or even as pretend reality. I am aware though that it has garnered a sort of subculture within the fandom...

The very worst part though is that the guys have built their image and this community on trust and sincerity. In their songs they talk about the very real world and the very real lives that we all live. They comment on the very real society, on political disputes, social inequality, the digital modern age and how complicated human relationships are all around - among many other topics. Thus it feels like a poor way to repay them with exaggerated truths and gossip. They've always tried to help us live in this very complicated world, and I think the majority of us have wanted to show our gratitude through honest and sincere feedback as well as streams, likes, merch etc. 

Maybe I'll change my mind one day.. And to be fair I don't mind the harmless ones, little fictional worlds full of Jimin-chicks and Jin-alpacas. Those are just cute. It's the ones that tries to convince us that the guys are not what they seem, that they live crazy paralleled lives in secret. And that you absolutely HAVE to follow their channel to be updated on the Real News about the members.

Please don't treat the members as fictional characters ARMY. they're as real as you and me 💜

 

Monday, 4 November 2024

Being ARMY in 2024 has not been easy

I think I'm gonna divert a little today from the topic I was initially planning to continue. I've seen a couple of videos surrounding the same general theme of what it feels like to be ARMY in this time - especially this year when k-media and haters/antis seems to have doubled down on their smear campaigns and hate trains: funeral wreaths at HYBE, anti-SUGA digital movements posing as ARMY, MHJ the manipulative ex-ADOR CEO and her endless trail of lies now dragging taehyung into her already muddy pool. Then we have the constant battle between the solo stans who increasingly spreads more and more toxic comments in an attempt to split the members and pit them against each other -- and the passionate OT7 ARMYs who desperately wants us to stream EVERYTHING equally at all times and vote for the guys at any given opportunity. On top of that a lot of popular and beloved ARMY youtube channels seems to have paused their regular posting schedules around the time the boys started enlisting - this is probably the case for other platforms too (twitter, instagram etc.)

This is a LOT! It makes absolute sense if you feel stressed out, lost and overwhelmed by all of this. And have maybe even forgotten how to get back to your comfortable, safe and joyful purple universe. How did we even get here in the first place? And will all of THIS just continue till we get them back in june next year?

The answer I believe is "manifold" (I just learned a new word today!): many and various.

Yes, it seems that all the negativity and hate will continue throughout the next (but also remaining) seven months. MHJ seems to have intentionally chosen this year to unfold her evil villiany-like schemes to infiltrate HYBE and take down Bangtan, precisely because the majority of the members aren't here. And the haters and solo stans will likely also continue hating and attempting to split the boys apart because that is what they do. See sources for more information on the MHJ drama: "seoulite tv" + "asian entertainment and culture" both on youtube.

SO how do we focus our purpled ARMY energies at a time like this? It is completely understandable to
be exhausted and drained from all the stress and worries this year has brought us. If you're OG ARMY or have been with the guys for many years, you know that they've been through hell before - actually many times over especially during 2015-2016-2017. Smear campaigns, individual threats, targeted hate from other fandoms, prejudice and racism are just some of the things the boys have experienced throughout their career. And when they come back next year they'll likely get more attention globally than ever before: stadium tour, billboard number 1 and grammy nominations included. And they're arguably more famous currently than they've ever been. The hate isn't going anywhere, they're too big for that to be the case. But hopefully the OT7 comeback will take out MHJ for good, if she's still around when that time comes.

Instead of attempting to shut down the haters, we should be loud about our excitement for the boys - be loud about our love and support for all seven members. And here I'm echoing once again, because of course I'm not the only one who recognises that in times of struggle, you resort to focusing on the good in people - the good in you and in everyone around you. Let's focus on what brings us all together, and not what splits us apart. Let's remember how we got here in the first place and why we're still sticking around. 

For me it's community, a strong moral compass and a sincere mindset and attitude towards life. This I believe is at the very heart of the BANGTAN-ARMY equation. This is why I'm still here, because I truly believe that we strive to bring out the best of each other - and of the boys. This is what they started more than a decade ago - with their lyrics and messages. They were commenting and criticizing the korean society with the aim of making it better: making it more just, more accepting and less pressurerising. They might have been young and seemingly naive and inexperienced within the music industry, but they had so many good and interesting things to say even then. They fostered a community with a strong moral compass from the get-go. They did not set out to fix their own arrogant attitude and adjust their values once they achieved success and wealth like some popstars do. They started out that way and they've grown alongside that strong moral compass ever since - adjusting it to their liking whenever they deemed it appropriate, but never to accommodate arrogance, narcissim or greed. 

They started out with nothing. They had a very skilled and smart CEO and producer who were guiding them along on their path, but their label were so close to bankruptcy that they might've never debuted, if luck hadn't been on their side. They had very few opportunities to perform on television and promote their group in the early years, as the label didn't have the name and resources that huge labels like SM, JYP and YG had. Their story is that of a fairytale's - an underdog rising up, a proper cinderella story. 

AND YET they chose to sing and rap about the world they were living in as honest and unfiltered as their label would allow them to be. This did not quarantee success back then. On top of that they were breaking down the shiny barriers between them and their fans by posting normal pictures of them cooking and hanging out in their dorm. This was also unheard of within the k-pop industry at the time. The shiny images were (and still is) everything to the kpop idol world. Bangtan have followed many of the expected standards and requirements of this industry, but they have also broken barriers and set new standards for the groups that followed them. 

Point is that we really should focus ALL our purpled energies on the many wonderful things that the Bangtan Boys have brought into our lives! Let's not get eaten up by hate and jealousy whereever it comes from. Bangtan's success is THEIR loss and OUR gain! 💜

Spread their beautiful and meaningful messages by whichever means you prefer: streaming their songs, compiling video clips, drawing images, writing fan songs, performing their choreos, participating in the dance challenges, joining events and concerts, donating to related causes - YOU NAME IT! the list is endless. Streaming is important yes, but it is not the only way to show your support. 

APOBANGPO!  <3